waiting

This is not what I want to be saying, maybe that is enough of a reason in itself to say it. The fact of the matter is I'm not well...I pretend to be well but I'm not, not all the way. I'm coming out of a relationship that lasted almost 10 months. The whole thing ended terribly and I've been left in a heap. Unfortunately I have caused even more trouble by allowing a friendship I had to get too close to becoming another relationship. Fortunately for me My parents stepped in and did what I couldn't. They see my frail state and are protecting me. That's what they are for isn't it!
I need some time to heal, and time to draw closer to Jesus. I've learned through all of this so much and I'm thankful. It is indeed true that all things work together for good to them that love the Lord.
I'm praying I'll be able to guard my heart and that the only one I give it to again is the man that Jesus has waiting for me. No one loves me like Jesus! He is the romancer of my soul and more than all I need. I'll wait with him, and follow his plan.
Even with all that, I am rejoicing! I've run into so very many problems with my schooling this last year I've imagined giving up. But I keep pushing forward, and things are finally looking up! I'll hopefully be returning to campus in the spring, so I'll be back taking biology!!!
I have to be careful I don't think too hard on next semester though, this one is going to be challenging enough. Working full time and being a full time student is never easy but I'll pray my way through it. :)